It's just not there~

So far So good... 
It's so pissed off sometimes..
You don't always get to know what is coming up next..
Always get to feel that the world is getting stranger, the peoples which is closest to you tends to be stranger more then some one you might not even know..


When words doesn't meant anymore and only what other rumors or stupidity tells the tale.. It just got so bad, when everything you thought its fine, turns out the way opposite to what you think it will be..


Sometimes, people thinks the way to make it more confusing.. Why must humans be so complicated? Why can't they learn more to be a little bit of patience and calmness.. 


Even I got my own tempered flying around and my own friends..
Fired at my own pals while playing games with them today, and cause a slight.... Ahem, i meant.. HUGE argument and it is just due to the cost of my personal problems.. 


Got my sense back after awhile, and it did cost me a big fight with my friend... A recent great friend i had, and I give my sincere apologize to you.. It's not what I wanted, Its just I had personal problems leading to it and I did not control my temper well and it HIT on you..


It's just isn't my day.. Everything is just a bunch of mess.. Mood-less with my game, Mood-less for anything.. I'm Tired of everything...
Will it come to an end soon?? Can I have this havoc to stop any sooner. I will see..




I don't have to lose my friends isn't it.. Causing the troubles here and there just isn't what they deserves as it comes to myself to control my anger when that the problem is not within their boundary. 

Anyhow its still who I am..

It doesn't make any difference if i were to say and words of mine wasn't taken and neglected.. I'm having my own tough times and personally I don't need the extra problems..

If my words are spoken and there is no trust, I don't come to where i shall do more explain as only the heart causes the mislead of the belief and if there isn't any, it will not be even if there is more explaining...


I know I have my limits, and it is my limit I should control, holding my temper in while with my innocent friends is what i should do now...


Once again..
Friends, its just not my day today..
I didn't ask for today's mood swing..
sake of forgiveness.. 
sorry..